Accepting it

So, I am STARTING to get used to it. I mean, him being gone. It’s like living in an alternate world though. Just me and Squirt. It’s interesting having nobody but a baby to talk to all day. I mean, I have friends, and the internet, but it’s not the same as having Pte Goof here. And it’s doubly lonely since I don’t know if once he finishes if he’ll actually come home or not. It’s so nerve-wracking. Having the love of your life and father of your child  not know if he wants to be with you or not. I guess what I’m saying is that I’m getting used to it, but it’s not getting easier and I’m very lonely!

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